Ein Freund schickte mir Ausschnitte aus dem Buch von Brad Mehldau „Formation – Building A Personal Canon. part 1“. What a pleasure to ready it.

 “My first memorable strong connections to music were through the clock radio in my bedroom in Bedford. I got it for Christmas when I was seven years old, and I listened to the hits of that period. As I didn’t have a record player yet – that came a year later – I would hear a particular song, fall for it, then simply wait around until it was played again. I would try to catch it when we were in the car, when I was allowed to sit in the front seat and choose the station. The other place I would hear those songs was coming from the lifeguard’s transistor radio at our public swimming pool, where I spent many days in the summers of 1976-79. I got lost in them. I can still smell the chlorine and feel the hot cement and the warm sun when I hear those songs from that time. I can feel the sweet anticipation in my belly as they begin. I hear them now, and they’re like a good dream I’m recalling. There’s a sad kind of feeling of something that’s gone, but there’s an ache of happy yen all mixed up in it. There’s something that I can never get back, but here’s the thing: maybe I never had it. The first time I heard it, it was already like a dream – it was already beckoning me to somewhere that was better than here. The music showed me that place, but I could never really enter into it. So when I go and try to make music every time, I’m trying to crawl back into that dream. Even though I can’t, echoes of it remain everywhere in this world of action, and experiences add more colors to it, and soften or sharpen the hues that are already there. The dream and reality stand apart, but they’re wrapped into each other at the same time. Music is not so much the gift itself, but the slow, endless unwrapping of it, and a hint of what might be under the wrapping. What lies there is the Absolute: God. He is infinite; I am not. Music is both the expression of my finitude, and its consolation. I walk towards God in an asymptotic line, never quite meeting him directly. Yet there is evidence of this absolute, abiding presence here and now, in the music, every experience that informs that music, and every experience it informs in turn, in a perpetual exchange.” “My first time hearing Coltrane’s music was an initiation, and it was ceremonial, like an Indian sweat lodge. The cabins were hot during the day, and usually we would just stay outside during those hours when the sun peaked and find some shade. But Louis and I went into the cabin, and we shut the door and kept the windows shut. We sweated and listened to the Coltrane Quartet for about half an hour on his cassette player. When we emerged again from the cabin, I was changed. Sometimes music can do that to you. It raised the bar for my expectation as to what music could be. The intensity of the Coltrane was something I chased thereafter as a listener. Later on, when I became a jazz musician, it was the ideal when I played. The idea was to change someone’s perspective – really, to change their life – through your playing. If you failed, and you might fail most of the time, the effort itself was noble. Through my other cabin mate, Joe, who was a piano player like me, a year older, I discovered Jimi Hendrix. We listened in particular to the live album, Band of Gypsys.” “For me, it never felt like we were merely aping those greats as a means to an end. It was a way of moving towards my own sound. And, even if I was aping, it was so much fun. We were having this conversation about the music we loved – by playing it, with all our heart. There was a whole swath of us piano players who were trying to play like Wynton Kelly, the great hard bop pianist who graced so many important records of that era. Sometimes, someone would simply play a whole stretch of one of his solos, transcribed from a beloved record. Normally, that kind of thing would be frowned on, because it went against the principle of improvisation but, here, the fellow piano players who knew the solo as well would give assent and nod in approval. I did this with several choruses of Wynton Kelly’s solo on „No Blues“ from the Wynton Kelly Trio/Wes Montgomery record Smokin‘ at the Half Note. I still quote from that solo regularly. It’s a bedrock of joyous swing, melody and badassed fire all at once. Ditto pianist Bobby Timmons’s solo on „Spontaneous Combustion“ from The Cannonball Adderley Quintet in San Francisco. I wouldn’t be who I am without those solos. We pianists wanted Wynton Kelly’s crisp articulation but, more urgently, his feel. Your „feel““ in jazz parlance, means the way you sit in the swinging rhythmic pulse of the music, or you could say, where you sit, which part of the beat you lean into: the front end, the back end, somewhere in between, or maybe a shifting mixture of all of the above. Kelly laid in the back of the beat, and the way he swung was completely unique, and remains so in spite of being imitated by many. I can’t hear where he got that feel – I think it was something elemental in him – but you hear lots of pianists who grabbed onto it. Just listen to Herbie Hancock on his early Blue Note records, like Takin‘ Off. Kelly’s comping was influential on Herbie as well. People think of Wynton Kelly as an „inside“ player, but he was the first piano player in the small-group jazz setting to comp in a way that wasn’t part of the rhythm section grid. He paved the way for the more interactive comping that Herbie Hancock and others would take up after him – jabbing and interspersing stuff between the soloists‘ phrases, adding punctuation marks. It’s a common understanding that Miles called Wynton Kelly in for „Freddie Freeloader“ on Kind of Blue because he wanted something for that tune that was Blacker – bluesier and more swinging – than what Bill Evans could supply. That may be true, but it’s a backhanded diss to Kelly, because his comping was every bit as subtle as that of Bill Evans. Wynton Kelly dotted his eighth notes quite strongly, and in his own hands the effect was exhilarating; it has that joyous tension and relaxation all at once. It makes you want to move, and if you don’t dance outright some part of your body will be squirming happily. Yet in someone else’s hands that unabashedly and more often than his own model, Bud Powell. He often did that right in the middle of a pretty ballad and made it work, like on „If You Could See Me Now“ from Wes Montgomery’s Smokin‘ at the Half Note. It was never trite. Herbie, being Herbie, was able to fold Kelly’s influence into his own con-ception, which was already showing itself on Takin‘ Of. Many players, though, go for Kelly’s thing and it doesn’t work. It’s the sound of a relaxedness that no one else wants – like a guy who wears a muscle shirt when he’s a little too overweight to pull it off, and his tits stand out. This kind of unwelcome let-it-all-hang-out feel is a common jazz virus. The other problem is when you’ve got Kelly’s spirit well enough but you’re simply not as strong rhythmically, your touch is too soft, or your articulation not as crisp. It’s a flabby kind of playing Jazz fans and musicians alike complain about the „tightness“ of someone’s swing feel. Tight playing is certainly a phenomenon, but I don’t believe it’s due to some incurable lack of hipness, lack of sexual experience, or any of the other clichés one hears. Rigidity of swing is often rooted in lack of self-assurance. That may come from lack of experience and, further, a lack of proper technique. Technique gives one self-assurance because it provides physical relaxation. If you look at a tight player, you’ll usually see it in their body language. In any case, I started out corny and tight, and became less so as I gained technique and, with it, relaxation.” “When Wynton [Marsalis] played, it sounded like he knew what he wanted me to hear. It played well into his mission to teach listeners about jazz. That didacticism in the music itself was not available to me; in any case, I did not pursue it. It wasn’t that I didn’t care what the audience thought. Rather, the music unfolded in such a way that I only knew what I played after it happened. I couldn’t lead the audience anymore than to say: go out on a limb with me and let’s see where this goes. In some of the musicians I loved the most, there was also a feeling that they didn’t know where they would wind up, and that it might all just fall apart at any moment. In fact, my favorite moments were often when the canvas cracked and splintered, and the imperfection rose to the surface. There it was: the bare-assed exposure of a musician’s disfigured, true self. Yet that was no simple failure. It was the ambergris in the perfume, the smelly human underbelly beneath the handsome torso. It made the beauty more compelling. Vulnerability was not a virtue in itself. If someone always conveyed it, it became as insufferable as ceaseless impenetrability. Yet it could invite a listener towards self-forgiveness. Redemption-through-error was part and parcel of the improvisatory aesthetic itself. Beauty was indeed on display in the finished product, but just the endeavor to make beauty, to push past your own handicapped frailty, had beauty. I could lay my chips on that logic because it seemed to come from a primal, shared experience: When you were young, you had an aspiration. But then you damaged or broke something in your naive ignorance, for all to see. Someone showed you mercy, though, because that person had once shared your aspiration – they empathized with you – and you had dared to try. Your own failed effort was not only forgiven but it was preserved in the redemption. In musical terms, that meant that, if you fell on your ass on the bandstand in the search for beauty, it wasn’t necessarily a negative in the long run. I found that vulnerable feeling in musicians like Billie Holiday, Lester Young, Booker Little, Wayne Shorter, Chet Baker, and of course Miles. „The Buzzard Song,“ the opening track of Porgy and Bess, Miles’s collaboration with arranger Gil Evans playing the music from Gershwin’s opera, is a strong example. He delivers the opening doleful melody with such hesitancy. It’s so intimate because he has no defensive armor; his playing has this beautiful uncertainty to it. There is a risk in that kind of playing – what if you get burnt, what if you get laughed at? Here, I’m speaking mostly of a masculine phenomenon. As crazy as it sounds, when I arrived in New York, a lot of male aspirants like myself, depending on what they were bringing already from their background, shied away from ballads for that reason. Miles made it okay for other male musicians to show their ass and not just wag their dick. He was a model they benefited from, because he gave them a safe space for what was already inside of them. Listen to trumpeter Kenny Dorham’s plaintive solo on „Escapade“ his own masterful composition on Joe Henderson’s. Blue Note date, Our Thing. You hear doubt and foreboding even as hope tries to push through. When I hear playing like that, I experience kinship. Being vulnerable in the music, versus directly communicating it to someone else through words or actions, was appealing for me. My Cain was different, and maybe that was cool to a degree, but he was also secretly unsure. that lack of self-assurance was repellent to me in its outward manifestation socially, and inwardly in the self-loathing monologue going on between my ears. Yet, when I could express vulnerability in music in addition to the confidence that was already there, it gave me a more integrated version of Cain. On the one hand, there was the guy saying, „‚ve been cast out and I’m not sure who I am. But there was also the guy saying, „This is me – I’m going to pull you over into my tribe: just wait.“ I was both when I played, even if I couldn’t be anytime else. Miles showed the way. When „The Buzzard Song“ breaks into swing after the opening melody, he is unstoppably self-assured. He’s flipped the script. It’s all the more badassed because we already know who he is on the inside. He catches us off guard. His self-assurance is so much more interesting because we know it’s not all there is to him. It’s also a surmounting- he is the victor over his own doubt. The doubt he initially expressed becomes more compelling retroactively because we see it was a strong person who doubted. There is still a sense of foreboding, interlaid within the strength. This deep irony on the emotional level was only achievable by him through initially conveying weakness. That kind of expression was sexual for me when I heard it, sexuality sublimated in music. It was about showing something personal, passively, and then taking charge – all within one performance. I’m not sure if anyone will pull that off again like Miles. Vulnerably uncertain is not the only way to sound, especially not for trumpet players. Thank God that Freddie Hubbard was Freddie Hubbard through and through. The trumpet can swagger like nothing else. Still, something magic happens when that swagger is tempered by uncertainty. The rub between the two is what makes trumpeter Lee Morgan’s music timeless – Lee Morgan, the perfect jazz musician, if there ever was one. The blues was in everything he did, his rhythmic phrasing was always interesting and never locked in a grid. He had more swagger than just about anyone.” “It was the unspoken subject of the music. I don’t mean finitude of musical ideas. I mean finitude as our existential condition. Beauty is beauty because beauty is temporary, and beauty is temporary because we are temporary. Our mortality is the birthright that angels can never possess. To seek beauty was to seek an affirmation of life, even as you knew it wouldn’t last.” “Barry Harris was a model not just because of his mastery of a particular musical language, but because his melodic phrasing was so free within that language. Pianist Tommy Flanagan exemplified that as well. I was fortunate to hear Tommy several times in New York. His, dising in the latter years of his caret had reached a peak level of refinement, distilled in a beautiful trio setting with basist George Mraz and great trio drummers like Al Foster or Kenny Washington. There was always all this room in the music, room to breathe. To some, Barry and Tommy may have seemed bent on preserving a style that had passed, but that wasn’t true at all. By the time we arrived in New York, they had achieved poetic justice, if you had ears to hear. Bebop, as it was written on walls in the East Village, really was the „music of the future. Barry, far from being a throwback, was a Futurist for us. Barry’s teaching style was solidly didactic, but it was more compelling for us at that point than the frontal assault that Wynton was heralding uptown. Wynton advocated a return to authenticity, critiquing the development of jazz, as it began to draw outside influences like rock’n’roll into its expression. it was a global critique, in broad brushstrokes. Yet his music seemed no freer as a result. As vital and influential as Wynton was during that time, his music did not convey the mixture of looseness and profundity of any number of older musicians on the scene then. We wanted something we called „between the cracks.“ Barry and others had it. „Free“ had nothing to do with atonality or lack of structure. It was a feeling, not a dictum. It was either there in the music or it wasn’t.” “Like all those kinds of designations, Americana was a term that appeared after the music had already come into being. It was a sound you could hear already in Charlie’s contribution on Keith Jarrett’s 1975 ECM record Arbour Zena, and I got a little taste of it a few years later when I played and recorded with Charlie on his album American Dreams – you can hear it strongly on the opening title track. The way I would describe Americana is that whatever it reminds you of depends on music you already knew, the common link being a North American source (thus including great Canadian artists like Neil Young, most of the members of The Band, and Joni Mitchell). For me, the sound of „American Dreams“ – the harmony, the spaciousness – was connected to Aaron Copland in a piece like Appalachian Spring. Ironically or not, a lot of the Americana music I discovered in my Bildung was released by a European producer, Manfred Eicher, on his ECM label. It may have confirmed the truism that one sometimes sees what is special about a culture when looking at it from a distance. In any case, we can all thank Manfred for documenting so much great music. Another musician who influenced me greatly was Keith Jarrett, and, while I hesitate to assign genres, no matter how pliable, to any of these great figures, Keith’s solo output spoke to me in a similar way. The first record I heard from him was the triple-LP set Bremen/Lausanne. It was a birthday gift I received from Dylan, of all people, that last summer of our tumultuous friendship, and it immediately changed my take on what was possible in music, in the same way that the Coltrane with Louis in Merrywood had the previous summer. I had heard a fair amount of jazz by that time, but this was something different. I initially connected Keith’s solo output on records like Bremen/Lausanne, Staircase, and The Köln Concert(…) There were all these lines you could draw between artists who were on the face of it very different in their designs, but the thread was emotional, and the emotion was often something like nostalgia, home and hearth, melancholy at times but, under all of that, quiet, abiding joy. It was like some kind of unspoken secret they were telling me about myself, and about whom I could become as a pianist, whether it was the sturdy weaving of George Winston, the busking arpeggios of Billy Joel, the wistful boogie-woogie of Guaraldi’s „Linus and Lucy, or the exalted vistas that Keith Jarrett reached. I remember that, after I had been listening to the first side of Bremen/Lausanne for weeks, one evening I sat down to play on our Sohmer spinet in West Hartford, and something came out of me that was inspired by Keith’s playing, something that seemed to have come from nowhere in terms of preparing for it in any way. It had that feeling of time traves got from the fantasy and science fiction I was reading – that large, endless scope – because what Keith inaugurated in those solo recordings was improvised music on an epic scale: music from one person alone that journeyed widely in one sitting, full of turmoil, joy, and mystery. It was a powerful experience, and I would meet it again a couple decades later at the beginning of my thirties, when I began to speak my own solo voice. Solo piano for me has always been just that – solo- in terms of a certain courage one must have to make a solitary improvisatory journey, with no companions. That is both its romance and its challenge.” “With Pat, the sublime was just as much a physical feeling. As his solo continued, I had the sensation of something overpowering welling up in my stomach and then emanating outwards towards my heart and through my whole body. I experienced that same welling years later when our first child was born, and I was there to see it. On that solo, Pat ran his guitar through a Roland GR-300 guitar synthesizer, and the wailing sound he got was like nothing else. It pushed its way immediately to the front of the top ten of my air-guitaring list, in a tie for first place with Hendrix’s „Machine Gun.“ … EXCERPTS FROM BRAD MEHLDAU’S NEW BOOK OF REFLECTIONS ON BEING AN ARTIST

In dem Sonderheft vom RollingStone erschien im Januar eine Liste der besten Gitarristen. Weil meine Gitarrenheroes schlecht dabei wegkamen, erklärte ich mich nicht beleidigt wie damals Prince, der nicht berücksichtigt war. Ob es eine Bestsellerliste ist oder ob es eine Bestenflussreichste Liste ist, zeigte sich später bei Prince, der etwas später ganz vorne lag. Jedenfalls sind für mich Jimi Hendrix, Duane Allman, Keith Richards, Pete Townsend, Mark Knopfler und Joni Mitchell hervorragende Gitarristen.

Wenn mir ein Gitarrist verklickern wollte, dass er- Barbie mässig – mich erobern wolle, dass er nur für mich singt und spielt fände ich das charmant, würde ihm aber dafür nicht mein Hab und Gut überlassen. Das nennt man scammen. Hier auf der Insel lebt eine Frau die auf einen Scammer reingefallen ist. Sie hat ihm ihre Finca überschrieben und weg war der Schurke.

Martina Hefter hat über dieses Thema ein Buch geschrieben Hey guten Morgen wie geht es dir?lautet der Titel. Es ist – um genreübergreifend zu bestsellern – mit dem deutschen Buchpreis 2024 ausgezeichnet worden. Ich mag Bücher,die aktuelle Themen aufgreifen,hier wird also der Umgang mit LoveScammern thematisiert. Das Spiel mit der Wahrheit gegen die Lüge liest sich so gut wie ein spannendes Fußballspiel.

Es käme nicht ganz zuvorderst auf meiner Bestsellerliste, da steht schon eine Weile ein Buch,das meine philosophischen Heroes beschreibt : Paul Feyerabend,Susan Sontag,Adorno. Die Geister der Gegenwart. So heißt auch das Buch von Wolfram Eilenberger.

Bei den diesjährigen GRAMMYs fand ein Clip mit einem hinreißenden Auftritt von Cynthia Erivo meine Aufmerksamkeit. Die sehr emotionale Performance dieser exklusiven Sängerin war eine Hommage an Quincy Jones, der im vergangenen Jahr verstorben ist. Erivo wurde von dem 77 jährigen Herbie Hancock am Klavier begleitet. What a joy to listen to such a great voice and musican . Das Original “ Fly me to the moon“ wurde von Bart Howard verfasst. Frank Sinatra sang eine Swing Version, die Quincy Jones arrangiert hatte. Es war in der Zeit, als Apollo zum Mond geschickt wurde. Cynthia Erivo sang sie als Erinnerung an Quincy Jones. Just great.

Die big glammour Show hat ja doch zwischendrin hõrenswert Verstecktes von höchster Qualität. Man muss es nur entdecken. Wer den großartigen Clip noch nicht gesehen hat, findet ihn ziemlich weit hinten auf HTTPS://live.grammy.com

In jedem Erwachsenen lebt noch das Kind

Manga wusste nicht, wie sie in die ihr vollkommen ungewohnte und fremde Gegend geraten war.

Sie war an einem schneebedeckten Berghang aufgewacht.Als sie sich aufrichtete und umhersah, entdeckte sie auf der gegenüberliegenden

einen Wolf- Er stand da mit gefletschten Zähnen- Sie rief blinzelt hinüber: Hey Wolf, Rotkäppchen war schon.

Er knirschte über den Grat: Du hast so schöne breite Wangen, zum Reinbeissen schön- Manga kullerte ihre Augen rund um die Stirn ,

klimperte heftig mit einem verführerischen Augenaufschlag: Ach weisst du, die Welt ist so ohne Hoffnung, lass uns wenigstens zusammenhalten in der verheerenden Lage.

Der Wolf hatte ihr sitzend zugehört. Langsam erhob er sich und sprang mit einem galanten Riesensatz hinüber zu ihr. Wow, staunte das Mädchen,

Das kann ich nicht. Ich kann dafür singen und tanzen, das werde ich dir bei Gelegenheit beweisen.

Sie liefen gemeinsam den Berg hinauf. Oben angekommen sahen sie weit und breit nur Berge. Kein Haus, kein Licht, nichts-

Was werden wir essen, fragte das Mangamädchen. Lass mich dafür sorgen, mit mir wirst du nicht verhungern..

Sie hätte den Wolf am liebsten getätschelt.  Wo werden wir schlafen. Überall gibt es Felsvorsprünge dafür.

Weisst du, ich weiss garnicht wie ich hierherkam. Bei mir zuhause blühen die Kirschbäume auf grünen Wiesen.

Es ist bestimmt schön dort, woher du kommst.Aber dort bin ich nicht, ich bin ja hier mit dir, wir sind zu zweit, das ist doch auch schön.

Ja stimmt, aber hier ist es so kalt. Ich werde dafür sorgen, dass du immer warm hast.. Manga lächelte ihn an: du bist so liebevoll.

Ach weisst du, ein böser Wolf war schon. Ich gebe mir Mühe der Welt zu zeigen, dass es auch anders geht.Soll heissen, der Welt etwas Bleibendes zu geben:

Es soll mal erzählt werden: da lebte ein Wolf in der Bergwelt, der bis zu seinem Ende liebevoll zu einem fremden Mädchen war.

Und wenn sie nicht gestorben sind, dann leben sie noch heute.

Sie betrat den neuen Ort, wo sich die Häuser aneinander schmiegten wie die Kühe auf einer sommerlich kargen Weide, unter dem einzigen schattenspendenden Baum. Mit der Höhenluft hatte sie keine Probleme, eher mit der Kälte und den glatten Wegen. Letzte Nacht hatte es minus 10 Grad, sie war froh, dass ihr Herz nicht eingefroren war. Sie hatte den anderen Ort verlassen, weil ihr die Menschen dort lieblos, achtlos und unfreundlich vorkamen. Es gab eine Ausnahme, eine Jugendbuchschriftstellerin hatte sich zunächst als freundschaftstauglich erwiesen, was sie dazu veranlasste, länger an diesem Ort zu bleiben. Dieser Trugschluss wäre ihr fast zum Verhängnis geworden. Das Hinübergehen zu dem anderen Ort war zwingend. Schnell entdeckte sie durch das Staunen über die beeindruckende Naturlandschaft neue Lebensblicke. Die bizarre Bergwelt war eigentlich nicht ihre auserwählte Landschaftsform, das ewige Hoch- und Hinunteruntergehen empfand sie als Stagnation. Dagegen bot der weite Ozean mehr Raum für ihre abzuladene Welt. Trotzdem spürte sie die magische Anziehungskraft der tiefen Bergseen, die Miniaturen ihrer gewohnten Lebenswelt darstellten. Es gab einen Maler, Ferdinand Hodler, der ihre beiden Formationen grossartig und vor allem künstlerisch tröstend verbinden konnte. Als die Gondel sie einlud, den Gipfelkranz aus der Höhe andächtig zu betrachten, spürte sie, dass sich stets in jedem Neubeginn , trotz kleinerer Verwerfungen, eine solide, feste Form findet..

Für das Neue Jahr alles Gute.

01. Alles von Jackson Browne
02. Eva Klesse Quartett, Stimmen
03. Reba Mc Intyre, Consider me gone
04. Lainey Wilson, Country ist cool again
05. Carrie Underwood, Before the Cheats
06. Miranda Lambert, I ain’t in Kansas City anymore
07. Willie Nelson, Last leaf in the tree.
08. Einstuerzende Neubauten, Rampen
09. Jeff Parker, The way out of easy
10. Und immer Anton Bruckner, Te Deum

1. Paolo Cognetti: Unten im Tal

Wer Paolo noch nicht kennt, sollte ihn sich einmal vornehmen. Acht Berge hiess der Roman, den ich verschlang und der mir den Namen Cognetti für immer in mein Lesehirn meisselte. Er liebt die Einsamkeit der Bergwelt, dort lebt er, von dort bricht er auf, darüber erzählt er. Er findet einen Wortschatz für Naturbeschreibungen, die ich so noch nicht gelesen habe. Es ist eine einfache, kontrastreiche Prosa, in die er Menschen erzählt lässt, die unterschiedlich nicht sein könnten. Unten im Tal ist eine Anlehnung an Kain und Abel, es geht also um zwei Brüder.

2. Baptiste Morizot: Philosophie der Wildnis – oder – Die Kunst vom Weg abzukommen

Baptiste Morisot ist ein junger französischer Philosoph, der zu meinen Neuentdeckungen gehört. Da traut sich einer, nicht den Weg als Ziel zu erklären bzw. nach Markierungen zu wandern. Er verlässt bewusst die Pfade, um in den Unwegbarkeiten der Natur hinter die Geheimnisse zu schauen. „Eingewaldet“ will er die Ordnung der Welt neu bereichern.

3. Sybil Gräfin Schönfeld: Kochbuch für die kleine alte Frau

Sie ist nicht zu verwechseln mit der ehemaligen DIE ZEIT Herausgeberin Marion Gräfin Dönhoff, aber auch Gräfin Schönfeld schrieb für das Magazin, allerdings nur immer zum Thema Essen und Trinken. Das schmale, sehr fein erzählte Kochbuch, ist etwas für Single-Haushalte, aber nicht nur. Wer in den precious Topf hineinschauen will, wird mit leckeren Rezepten überrascht. In der Erzählung „First taste of Paradise“ gibt sie das Rezept von „Astrids Apfelkuchen“ preis:

In einer grossen Pfanne lässt man 350gr Semmelbrösel, 150gr Butter, 100 gr Zucker und eine Prise Salz unter ständigem Rühren blond werden, würzt mit einer Prise Zimt und nimmt die Pfanne sofort vom Herd, weil der Pfannenboden nachheizt, sodass die Mischung zu dunkel werden könnte.Die Hälfte der Zuckerbrösel in die gut gefettete Kuchenform füllen, glatt streichen, mit einer Lage sehr festem Apfelmus bedecken und auf der die restlichen Butterbröselmischung verteilen. In den auf 200 Grad vorgeheizten Ofen schieben und etwas 20 Minuten backen. Dazu am besten Vanillesauce.

4. Florian Schroeder: Unter Wahnsinnigen. Warum wir das Böse brauchen

Ich kenne und schätze Florian Schroeder als Kabarettist. Ob er auch als Philosoph durchgeht, kann ich noch nicht beurteilen. Ich habe gerade begonnen, das Buch zu lesen, es ist schmunzelreich, das bekommt man auch selten in der Literatur geboten.

Diese Zeilen aus Bob Dylans Song „Mississippi“ sind bezeichnend für seinen Auftritt gestern in Düsseldorf. Wie kann er seinen langweiligen Auftritt vor 7.500 Gästen legitimieren? Braucht er die Einnahmen von 7 Millionen? Für was? Es ist nicht interessant. Er kommt in seiner Cloud, hält sich am Piano fest und seine gute Band überspielt galant seine Notenpatzer. In dem Dimmer Wohnzimmerlicht erkennt man ihn eh nicht, ja, aber hallo, das ist doch Dylans voice, überall sind Mischpulte, wahrscheinlich auch an der Decke. Er singt unverkennbar, 1 Stunde 45 Minuten und nie kam mir ein Konzert langweiliger und never ending vor. Freiwillig wäre ich nicht hingegangen. Es war ein Geschenk. In Bad Ischl, der diesjährigen europäischen Kulturhauptstadt spielt Hubert von Goisern, der aus der Gegend kommt und den ich sehr verehre, unangesagt jeden Abend in irgendeinem Club. Man darf immer davon ausgehen, dass es ein sinnliches Musikerlebnis sein wird. Diese Garantie bringt Bob Dylan nicht bzw. nicht mehr. Von manchen Konzerten hört man schwärmerische Kritiken, weil er doch tatsächlich mal gelacht hat oder sich am Ende bedankte. Wow! Joni Mitchells Auftritt vor zwei Wochen war auch nicht das ganz große Musikerlebnis, immerhin singt sie noch ganz passabel Neues und freut sich zusammen mit ihren Fans. Große politische Statements hat sie nie gesungen, aber eben Bob Dylan. A hard rain oder Masters of war sind meiner Meinung nach ein Must Sing in dieser wackligen Weltlage. OK. Er war da, er kann nicht mehr den ganzen Weg gehen. Das konnte man sehen und hören.

Peace.

Giovanni

she wanted to be a blade
of grass amid the fields
but he wouldn’t agree
to be a dandelion

she wanted to be a robin singing
through the leaves
but he refused to be
her tree

she spun herself into a web
and    looking for a place to rest
turned to him
but he stood straight
declining to be her corner

she tried to be a book
but he wouldn’t read

she turned herself into a bulb
but he wouldn’t let her grow

she decided to become
a woman
and though he still refused
to be a man
she decided it was all
right

by Nikki

Meine letzte Begegnung mit Kris Kristofferson war auf den Färöern. Ich besuchte das Nordic House in Torshavn. Dorthin war ich wegen der nordischen Architektur gefahren. Dort entdeckte ich einen wunderschönen Holzpavillon, den Kris jedes Jahr für kleine Konzerte benutzte. Ich hatte ihn um einen Tag verpasst. Ich fragte, und suchte ihn überall. Es hieß, er sei schon abgeflogen. Heute schickte mir ein Freund einen Nachruf, wo ich erfuhr, dass Kristofferson auch Hubschrauberpilot war. Das erklärt natürlich seine Nicht-Auffindbarkeit.

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